I keep thinking I know what I want to do with the rest of my life, but I just can’t seem to get a grasp on it. I know that I want to work with film or television, but at the same time, I think that being a pilot would good too. I just don’t know what would make me happy as a career. I know I should just get the Broadcast Media degree, bust my ass and get a job with a TV station in Kansas City, but my interests are so varied and widespread. I was thinking of being a physics professor as well. Hell even teaching math would be ok, or even history. I have even considered joining the Navy to crew a submarine. Damn me and my constant thirst for knowledge and experience. I know that I would enjoy my classes a hell of a lot more if I could take some that actually interested me. However, I know that I need to take these freshman level courses to get to the more advanced courses… I just don’t like it. I really enjoy helping people understand something I enjoy, be it aeronautics, physics, math, history, etc. I also love the feeling I get when I write, produce, or edit a video or film. I also think that piloting an aircraft or even designing aircraft would be neat. Though, I know I do not have the training for the latter, I’d have to re-enroll at UMR for that and that would be expensive and would take up many more years I really don’t have. Well, I think I’ll continue with the Broadcast Media degree, get the BS, and get a job. We’ll go from there, I suppose.
Monthly Archive for October, 2006
You know, I just realized that I play a GOLF video game. What the hell? I’m terrible at golf. I don’t really even like golf, but the Tiger Woods golf games just attract me for some reason. I don’t know why.
What else is going on? Well, I might be an online math tutor for some company called Brainfuse. I also have to go in Office Depot on Monday and take a computer questionaire. In addition to the questionaire, I have to fill out a paper application even though they received by online application. What the hell? I’ve already filled out an application once, why would I fill out another? Bah.
Other than this, nothing really interesting has been going on. I have realized that actually trying to talk to people is pretty impossible as really, people don’t want to talk to me. I bitch about this a lot it seems. Why do I care that people don’t confide in me? I don’t know. Maybe because people don’t think I can relate to their problems or that I intimidate most people. Why should I care about people’s problems if they don’t tell me about them? Maybe I’m becoming too riled up about these things. Perhaps, I should just just stop bitching. Yeah… I’m just gonna stop bitching. Nobody likes a bitcher.
Bahamut RULES!!!!
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You are Bahamut! You scored 2 good or evil, 9 spirituality, 13 power, and 18 intelligence! |
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Do you hear that? Something on the horizon stirs a cyclone from thin air, clouds boil and darken, the air grows chill as an unmistakeable sound pierces the air. The clouds part and a stream of pure white light streaks the sky, obliterating anything it touches, sparking countless explosions and drawing both gasps of terror and screams of agony in chorus. Granted, Bahamut has been known to play both sides, but he’s usually on the side of good. He’s extremely old, very wise, and lacking none of the power he wielded long ago. Basically he’s a demi-god, but for our purposes he’s the embodiment of all the best traits - intelligence, spirit, strength and good. Appearing in practically every single Final Fantasy in some form or other, Bahamut is synonymous with not only power, but strength of will, wisdom and strength of character.
I must applaud you, test taker, for you are in a class all your own. If you really measure up to Bahamut’s impressive list of attributes, you’re alright in my book. Your polar opposite is the Goblin. You’re likely to get along with anyone aligned with Good. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Who are you in the FF Universe Test written by Helbereth on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test |
that a friendship of years is being threatened by an “incident” that was quickly dubbed an “accident,” but you get the strange feeling that it wasn’t, but you can’t prove it because it didn’t directly involve you, but a couple years later it might be indirectly involving you? (King of the run-on, right here bitches) For some reason over the past few weeks, I’ve been getting this feeling that… things have been happening. I don’t know what to do about it because I’m really too much of a man to actually address this issue to anyone. I’ll just stay the course I think.
Ok, now that you have finished laughing. I know how funny it is to think of me as too much of a man.
It has just occured to me that the overwhelming majority of readers of this blog here are female. How the fuck did that happen? Oh well, I guess it boils down to none of my guys friends can pull their fingers away from the joystick long enough to wonder what I’m up to. (Interesting double entendre there, eh?) That’s ok, I’ve made my peace with that.
Something I have not quite made my peace with is Jer… I mean… Jessica… I mean… wtf. Jer has, according to the rumourmill, changed his name to Jessica and is considering gender reassignment and has changed his major to Fashion Design. I am very confused. Oh well, he never talks to me anymore, though he does occasionally to the two others in my apartment. Conspiracy? Mebbe.
While I’m thinking about it, Kaly, thanks for the heads up on the Daft Punk album Discovery. I know it wasn’t directed to anyone, let alone me, but I checked it out anyway and it is a good album indeed.
Let’s see… what else… what else… Oh! I got into a slight argument with my US History professor on who the US actually wanted to fight in WWII. She said Japan, I said Germany. She said the US only declared war on Japan and only wanted war with Japan, but I said that Roosevelt declared war on Japan, but couldn’t justify a declaration on Germany even though Germany was the bigger threat in Roosevelt’s eyes. She said how do I know, I said, “Because that’s what Roosevelt SAID.” She said something about not being able to trust Germany to declare war because of the attack on Russia when they had a Nonagression Pact. I tried to keep fighting, but for some reason my good rebuttals got stuck in the depths of my brain. I remembered them later, as most people do after an argument. I am right, but because she has a Ph.D. after her name, she refused to cede to me. That’s ok, I can pretend to follow her fictional belief of American History until I get out of the class.
I hope John and Dawn have fun playing… WWIIOL.
Just kidding, but this is interesting.
My sister is being accused of 3rd degree assault. Funny thing is she didn’t do it. Apparently this bitch has a vendetta against my sister and is going to lengths to frame her. Hopefully things will work out and my family can sue this bitch for defamation or something like that. If my sister gets charged and convicted for something she didn’t do, I will officially denounce democracy. I’m so pissed as it is at the government and the court system and if a member of my family gets fucked by a non-functioning court system, that’ll be the last straw.
All this makes me wonder if I should watch what I say now on this here site. No. I won’t. If the case even gets to prosecution or trial and they want to attempt to discredit my sister by what I say here… then their case will be pretty weak to begin with. I may ask Lexy if she can get her lawyer uncle to defend my sister in this case. Apparently the guy is a shark and got Lexy out of a very sticky situation. I know that if he does agree that it won’t be free, but maybe he can offer a discount or something. It’s not that I don’t trust my parent’s choice of lawyer, but according to Lexy this guy is damn good. Yeah, I’ll see what she can do.
Well, I gotta get to bed. I hope this bitch knows what kind of a shit storm she is calling down upon herself.
It turns out that Dave and I have decided to go ahead with the game store. We determined that we really want to do this, so John being too scared to be part of a small business loan in the name of an LLC will not be a good reason to give up on this. We have gone forward and contacted several game companies and so far we have decided to carry Games Workshop, Wizards of the Coast, probably a few White Wolf, and another miniatures company called Old Glory. I’m sure there will be more, but we haven’t gotten that far. Any recommendations are welcome.
overall. Lexy got her new Prius today. It is a very nice car and has good gas mileage. I think she is gonna post some pics of it tomorrow or some time like that.
In the meanwhile, I have some pics that I decided to post here about our Milwaukee vacation a while back. Yeah, I’m a little late, but there were some good pics that a few of you may not have seen. So, here they are.
Local grocery store near my friend Tim’s apartment. Gotta love the humour.
Joo need Waffle Steak?
In case you didn’t know.
Duck in a tree? Yeah, I hadn’t seen it either.
Ok, imagine you are a tiger. It’s feeding time. You’re hungry. There’s like 15 stupid looking 8 year old human kids on the other side of the glass. You’d be pissed too.
He’s… he’s just a damn crazy kid…
that I should have known this shit was gonna happen. So, the game store died before it could even get started. John decided to tell me last night, after weeks for preparation, that he doesn’t really want to be part of the game shop. Well, it’s actually the fact that John and Holly decided that it would interfere with their business they want to start. Without John, this just won’t work. Dave has a full-time job and I have college so we can’t run the store during normal operating business hours. We can’t do it in the afternoon/evening because we have things to do in the mornings of the following days. I was really excited about this and one comment from John and boom. Dead dream. Oh well, John and Holly want to start a business where they sell SCA/Renaissance Faire things… over the internet and at events. Yeah, that takes up SOOO much time. He just won’t have any chance to do anything else. ::Sigh:: I love how everything I get excited about just gets shot down by fate. You guys ever wonder why I don’t get excited about very many things and get pissed off easily? This is why. I’m going to bed now.
